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Wow, my husband hasn't looked at porn since July 24, 2013 but I still occasionally feel like crap.  And my marriage still feels like crap occasionally.  And I'm starting to believe that God doesn't value women as much as men.  Because it seems like everything is about them.

I think this article describes the first 5 years of my marriage

The Betrayed Spouse Cycle 

Maybe I better start working on resilience and trying to shift my world view.